1. A couple of weeks ago, I revisited my dark academia WIP and I got so excited about it. But there is something missing. I don’t know what it is but it is starting to drive me bonkers and I don’t even know where to start to get ideas or find the missing piece. I need a white board and a fuckton of different color markers to map things.
2. Being an American not currently in US is an Experience. One that I still can’t even put into words because all the words feel wrong. And I don’t even know what I want to share or express.
3. Venus RX is certainly something right now. Plus Mercury RX and the upcoming solar eclipse.
4. Seriously fighting the urge to archive all my IG posts and just start over. Not delete them, just archive them. I feel so fucking uninspired and I don’t know how to fix it.
5. I simultaneously want to read all the things and write all the things. So in classic ADHD paralysis, I am doing none of it. Except obviously writing this. But these first five things have taken eleven days to write.
6. To be fair to myself regarding above, for the last several days we have been moving from one town to another to the farm we are staying at/fixing up. It’s an hour and half drive from site one to site two. Moving over five people + preparing the space for more people + moving stuff for all the people. Lolsob. It is a lot. So when I have had down time, it’s to rest.
7. Regency romances! I love you! And always forget I do.
8. Nope, cannot do silence. Need some background noise of some kind of I will go insane. Alternatively if the sound is eating or mouth sounds, I will riot (because misophonia).
9. Genuinely appreciate and like retrograde seasons, even though they can be brutal and bring up a lot of conversations and realizations I’m not always wanting, but they really do (in hindsight and after feeling the feels) help for moving things forward. I am journaling a lot more than I have in the recent months, and once I get my past my thinking thoughts, I’ll have some speaking/sharing thoughts. Finally.
10. Posting this as soon as I finish writing instead of my normally scheduling because I cannot be fucked to figure out time zone differences right now. Please don’t let this flop, lolsob.
"Once I get past my thinking thoughts, I’ll have some speaking/sharing thoughts." Oh... OH! THANK YOU!!