It's All In A Blur Again

Ten Things

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1. Redacted. Deleted. Not necessary. askjhwoeiyhrowehjksdng

2. 12:34 PM — I don’t know why I find that time so satisfying.

3. I set a timer but can’t remember what for. And I keep forgetting what I’m working on and get distracted by other things. Send help.

4. Floor time.

5. The panic when your emotional support earbuds start to get staticy and you have no idea how to fix them. But they fix themselves, lolsob.

6. Why does everything feel so difficult?

7. The horrible moment when the Beverage Trinity fails you. Expired milk in my iced coffee, bad mouthfeel aftertaste from my protein drink, and too warm water when it’s supposed to be cool. LOLFUCKINGSOB.

8. The Chocolat movie/soundtrack forever remains one of my favorites.

9. I. Loathe. Password. Managers. They do not in fact make my life simple, but more miserable. This is me with most tech stuff though. My brain is just not That Way and my ability to learn right now while already being Not Great is just not gonna happen.

10. Why did I brush my teeth before drinking my drink?? Lolsob.

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It has been a week, and it’s only Wednesday (as I finish this letter).

Ugh.

Trying to find the optimism for a new month, but wow did I sufficiently make my night hard. I am going to schedule this thing, get my fizzy drink, and get in bed and watch my Thai BL shows until I fall asleep.

Today is done.