Hello dear hearts
It’s November, which means it’s my birthday month. Yes month, I’m taking the whole month. Taking gifts, love letters, “this made me think of you” memes, social media tributes, go crazy, send me all the love.
Anyhoo, let me go get my coffee and warm it up for the third time because I left it in the microwave again.
Ten Things
1. I have been putting off scheduling a doctor appointment I am tired of being talked out of what I ask for. It happens so much and I’m too tired to fight it. I really want to try ADHD meds instead of anti-anxiety or anti-depressants, but also don’t want to go through the process of having to get an assessment. I just want my doctor to believe me.
2. That moment when you turn off your ASMR ambiance video and then everything is so loudly quiet lolsob. (If anyone is interested, it was this Dark Academia one.)
3. Does anyone else have instant coffee as backup coffee for when they run out of their normal brew? Please say yes. Lack of caffeine headaches are the worst because literally nothing helps except coffee. Even caffeine pills don’t work for me.
4. Need to go wake up the kiddo now.
5. And just like that, the entire rest of my day got away from me. Except that I finished reading three fan fics and a book. Huzzah. But no writing done and I’m pretty sure I forgot to do something but I don’t know what.
6. Deleted my Twitter and I have a lot of feels. No, I didn’t do it for some moral superiority, but for legit security reasons that I don’t want to get into here. Just trust when you have two family members who have background/current security jobs say “hey this isn’t great”, you listen.
7. Thai curry makes my heart-stomach happy.
8. Is the squeaky mouse outside or in the room next to me? Either way. Do not want to move lolsob.
9. NaNoWriMo is happening. And I’m not overdoing it or adding a fuckton of pressure. Even if I just get a sentence a day, that is truly okay with me. Also, not using my profile this year, just keeping it super lowkey and joining sprints on different Discords when I am able to.
10. I really need more coffee.
Okay, I was going to give some more updates, but want to keep this one short-ish. I want to go get some words in before I have to start the rest of my day.
Until next time,
-A
Happy Birthday Month to you!! 🏮🎉🎂 May all good things find you 🪄💫 Number one is so real + heartbreaking. Thank you for writing it. I want for you to be believed too.
yay birthday month!! 🎉