I can tell when my mental health is plummeting when I look at my weekly Done list and notice it’s empty.
Literally have not been able to keep track of days and keep checking multiple times through the day. And it still doesn’t feel accurate. I thought Sunday was Saturday, Monday was Sunday, Wednesday was Thursday. I just don’t fucking know what is happening, y’all.
For the longest time, I thought I had a low pain tolerance. Now I’ve realized it’s not a low pain tolerance. It’s a low tolerance for persistent pain. Especially the kind that isn’t easily fixed without an on call chiropractor and masseuse.
What We Do In The Shadows season 4 - July 12th! I cannot wait!
I keep alternating between being too hot and too cold. Where is my Goldilocks temperature, please?
Currently craving: Georgia sweet tea, homemade lemon bars, and brisket tacos. Also raspberry cheesecake, dessert coffee, and Olive Garden breadsticks. But also my brother-in-law’s grilled chicken, roasted Brussel sprouts and sweet potatoes with a cold Shiner Bock.
My niblings are getting so big and I don’t know what to do with myself. I love seeing them come into their personalities and their little lives but fucking hell, I miss my tiny babies. Even the tiny baby is getting so big!
The cats are trying my patience today.
Time for another hair cut, also a color? Maybe. But mostly need it cut. It’s getting too long and bothersome. And by too long, I mean I can feel it brush past my collar. Nope, no thank you.
I feel like there is something I’m forgetting.
I really intended to have something a bit More to share today, but this week, y’all. I cannot stress enough how much I was out of it and could not find solid footing. My words left me most days, lots of crying, escaping into fanfic. I do feel like I’m finally coming out of it, but fucking hell it was not great.
Next week I hope to share more on my writing discoveries from these last few weeks. Hint: I am not a panster.
Until next time, dear hearts
-A
I send all the virtual hugs!!! Hope stuff gets easier, soon. I’m also looking forward to What We Do in the Shadows just YESSSS. I need some vampire shenanigans in my life, asap.